When someone asks you how you're feeling,
And you can't answer with out feeling bad for lying?
When you walk around and act as if everything was right,
Like life was perfect and everything was going the way you wanted to,
But you're really just pretending?
When you smile at a friend,
Fooling them into thinking that you're happy,
But really you're heart has a massive crack dragging its long,
Sharp lines across your heart?
When you want to scream and cry,
Call for help,
Try not to think to ease the pain,
Scream to release your anger,
Talk to God hoping he'll answer you're prayer,
Want to stand in a dark corner hoping that you'll turn invisible,
And watch quietly as the world passes you by?
Is it wrong to sleep for the sake of trying to get rid of the pain,
Instead of sleeping because you're tired?
It's hard to describe what I'm feeling.
But just imagine this:
The person you love more than life has been taken away from you.
You can never see them again.
Ever.
You can't take a chance,
Because it won't be you who is going to get hurt.
You can't bare the thought of them being hurt,
So you have to obey.
You've been given the chance to run away,
Leave the pain and sorrow of loosing him/her behind,
And create a new life of your own.
Live the life you want.
Be with the one you love.
Then,
You think of how selfish you would be if you did.
The fact that you would you abandon the people who also love you more than anything,
The people who have raised you,
The people who have worked to their core trying to make money to give you what the couldn't have,
The people who have molded you into the person you are,
You're flesh and blood.
You're family.
Now think about the fact that this is only the tip of the iceberg.
They say life never goes the way you want it to.
Romeo And Juliet.
The romance every girl wants.
The forbidden love.
Well,
I'm Juliet,
He's Romeo.
And I tell you,
Forbidden love's a bitch.
